"I’ve followed in my father’s footsteps. Drugs and alcohol, both using and selling. In fact, Dad rarely worked. He made his living selling drugs. I followed suite. He didn’t get caught. I did.
"In and out of jail for three years. Treatment centers provided temporary results. I was leary about entering the Lighthouse Mission because I heard it was a lot of Bible stuff. However, having been at the Lighthouse for six months, I’ve begun a walk in faith with Christ. There is new life. A deep inner change is taking place.
"A little background: parents fought constantly; Dad was very abusive in every way, a very angry man; parents divorced. Mom used drugs and enabled me to do the same.
At the age of 10 I stole dad’s drugs and alcohol. School was not important. I skipped a lot. Got a DUI at the age of 16. Began acid, mushrooms and LSD. I still have visual hallucinations.
"My girl friend and I got pregnant. That is not the best way to start a relationship; however, it is my son who has motivated me to change my life. I now want to be a good dad and role model. I’m planning on going to Boise State when I ‘m finished with my program at the Lighthouse. I realize I can’t live without a commitment to God."
Jack
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